the setting sun

i love my life, not.

overall it gets an A grade but then when you break it down to its sub headings it isnt all that fantastic already. and it'd be a lie if i say i dont give a damn.

because i freaking do. at least on the inside. its something not even any amount of FRIENDS or LIVING WITH FRAN can appease.

and since i dont find the thrill in cutting, scarification or any of its likes, i dont need this kind of nonsense to upset my life. somehow its like satan's temptation, to make me like one of those loser nobodies (spare the pun).

i want God's strength.

anyway today's st anne's feast day.

somehow i feel the previous years' one was better. haha. change is the only constant (i think thats what one small big bully told me). and it doesnt stop till the world caves in, thats what i feel.

i ate like a hungry tart today. even the king-of-all-you-can-eat brother threw in the towel. hahaha. i feel so accomplished. like a dinosaur.

i am going to fight the world! soon..